Taking apart
My very self
Revealing the
Fear within
Where concepts
Meet consequences
My actions
Impulsive
My speech quick
My mind racing
Anxiety quickening
I did not ask for this
Having to see
An escape plan
At any restaurant
I sit at
This PTSD
Is drowning me
Showing itself
In anger
Betrayal
My relationships
In jeopardy
If only to
Find a
Finite existence
Where my life
Changes for the better
Well it has
Working through pain
Being able to say "NO"
I do not always
Put my best foot forward
Yet this is a start
The beginning over
Twenty years old
I desire to treat myself
My inner child
Like I never was
How I would treat
A daughter if I had one
So this is the beginning
Where is the end?
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